In Death

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Title: In Death
Author: browneyedmami
Fandom: Inuyasha
Genre: Angst
Characters/Pairings: Kikyo
Summary: Kikyou's thoughts on being awoken after 50 years and finding Inuyasha alive
Notes: Written for iy_wiltedrose week 8: eclipse


I am angry, enraged, and filled with hatred. The man that killed me is walking this earth. I pinned him to that tree in hopes that he would remain there. Apparently, the girl Kagome, who they call my reincarnation, freed him from the spell. I trusted him, cared for him, and in the end he used me. He used me for his own wants and desires, not thinking of me or anything else. It is easy to say now that I hate this man, or should I say half-breed, for he is neither human nor demon, shaming both races. I cannot express my disdain towards him enough. I am no longer the priestess that everyone looked up to, but the tainted one that died by the stupid half-breeds hand. I have been awoken from my peaceful death after fifty long years, and have a chance of redemption. Gone is the calm, beautiful priestess. I am now consumed by darkness and hate. He sent me to my humiliating downfall, and now I shall have my revenge. I shall allow this darkness to take over me. This eclipse shall overshadow who I used to be until I see to his demise. I will not stop until he is dead by my hand. He will die and join me in hell, and then we can truly be together…in death.