Lies We Tell Ourselves

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Title: Lies We Tell Ourselves
Author: browneyedmami
Fandom: Vampire Diaries
Character/Pairings: Bonnie
Summary: Bonnie tries to think of anything else, anything other than him.


She didn’t hate him. She couldn’t even really say she disliked him at this point. And OK he was attractive. But that didn’t make her attracted to him by admitting that did it? And yeah, he could be witty and smart, but that didn’t mean anything. He had years to learn everything he knew, certainly many more than her. She tried to distract herself by reading grimoires, and think about anything else, telling herself that her thoughts were just misguided right now because of how her and Jeremy were at odds. She tried to tell herself she could never possibly be even slightly interested. But no matter how many lies she tried to tell herself as she lay in her bed that night, dark hair and blue eyes infiltrated her mind and she decided to lose the fight.