Anywhere You Are

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Title: Anywhere you are
Author: browneyedmami
Fandom: Inuyasha
Genre: Angst/Romance
Characters/Pairings: Ayame/Kouga
Summary: Ayame thinks about her relationship with Kouga
Notes: Written for eggplantlady


Here I am alone and rejected. She’s always his center of attention. I hated it. He made a promise to me, and I counted on that promise. I thought he would wait for me. I hoped that when I found him again that he would take my hand immediately. Instead I found him pining over that silly human girl. It’s not that I hate humans. I just hate her. I hate that she took the heart of the man I love. I know she didn’t do it intentionally, which made me hate my situation more. I wanted him to look at me for a change. I longed for him to smile at me, to show me kindness. Instead he looked at me with annoyance. Like I was a pesky flea that wouldn’t go away.

I sighed and sat down by the river in thought. I had tried so many different tactics to get him to notice me. I even debated stealing the human girl’s clothes thinking maybe that was what made him like her so much. In the end I didn’t deciding it was a stupid plan. I threw a rock into the river in boredom and wallowed in myself pity. It was then that I heard his voice.

“What are you doing out here?” the voice asked

“Just thinking about some things” I replied

“Oh. Well my pack and I are about to head west for a while, and I was hoping you would come with us” he said.

I smiled and said “I’d go anywhere with you”